The Workermonkey

Thursday, August 15, 2013

new post. moving on. 

# posted by Supreme Monkey Overlord @ 8/15/2013 10:56:00 PM

the workermonkey isn't dead, its just been on hiatus. that's my fault. i will always take credit for this sites success, and it's failure. its on me. moving on.

i want to start my own business. i have a bunch of ideas and i hate what i currently do for a living. i'm closer to re-booting my life than i am to staying where i'm at. i'm just not happy and i'd rather not repeat the same pattern over and over again. it's not working.

time to move on.

and forward.

this may take some time. and it's going to have stops and starts. i may succeed and i may fail. but i'm going to try my ass off. i'd much rather bet on myself. i have more confidence in myself after one night of drinking and thinking than i do in most Americans after a year of trying to get to know them. i don't want to play politics, i want to succeed. success has never been measured in making people happy..quite frankly, it's always been measured in the opposite.

at this point i'd rather live like a hobo and work towards a brighter future. i'd rather try and fail than hold the status quo.

hold me to this. encouragement is the key. and i can always use a swift kick in the ass.

my biggest problem is that most of the work i'm thinking of involves the internet and a heavy amount of IT work. i can apparently outsource all of it. i might need a guide in this aspect so i don't get burned though. either way i'm going to blunt force my way through it.i WILL be successful.

kick me in the ass. motivate my lazy bastard self. hold me accountable. i've mentioned this in the past. it's not happening. ask me about progress. ask me where i'm at. why haven't i done X, where is Y. abuse me until i have answers. be relentless. staying on task i s my issue. there are lots of video games that need my attention. they can wait.

right now i'm unhappy enough that i'd rather quite what i do for a living and work on anything else. good or bad. i hate hte people i work with and for which seems to be a good pattern, one that hasn't changed. life isn't worth it. there's no reason to act like the other 90% of the population when i'm not them. the average life obviously isn't for me. its not working.

but i have some skills. and motivation. i'm young enough and i have no ties and i have a little experience behind me that i can do just about anything i put my mind to. i just need to pick one to put it against. any one.

10 years ago i wanted this blog to be a place where i ranted about the world. now i want it to be a place about moving towards an end goal. a finished project. i want to find the time to work on it. i may end up quitting my job to do just that and force myself to be better. to do something.

we aren't bad people, we're very good people. we can do great things. we can do more. its time we achieve that. fuck yeah. hold me accountable. what's my next action item?

1 comments

Jesus titties fucking Christ, its been 5 months since our last update. NOT ACCEPTABLE. hold me to a better standard.balls.

By  Supreme Monkey Overlord, at Thursday, August 15, 2013 11:01:00 PM  

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