# posted by Brancibeer @ 12/23/2004 10:26:00 PM
Ive been away from the blog for a while. I feel out of it. I have nothing to add in comments, its like im outside looking in. But whatever.
So, home for the holidays. Spent the day with RPL, and Kolpak and a little Macunes. My head hurts now from the days activities. These old habits die slowly. Can't beat the ole fellas though. Nothing like it.
Florida is pretty good. I've met a couple similar to myself. They share the same political views, social veiws, but come from totally different backgrounds. They are different, but refreshing it times when i need it. I was thinking the other day about how we as humans, change over time. And if you could actually realize that change, or see it as it happens. Harder than you may think. For instance, you can remininsce and think back 5 years ago and comprehend how much you changed by comparing yourself to your present state. But can you look at your like today and comprehend how you changed in the last 5 days? This would imply that change happens continually over time. But it could also happen in spurts. This reminds me of a theory about how evolution happens- slowly over time (gradual change), or in sudden bursts (punctuated equilibrium). Gradual change usually takes the precedence, but there is always doubt. Anyway, i was talking about changeing- yeah so, i think i actually saw myself change in an instance of time the other day. It was wierd, but enlighening. I can not explain it, or remember how i came to realize it, but i knew it to be true.
As far as the whole Bush reelection thing. I've just been acting as if I'm walking through a bad neighborhood- keep your head down, dont get involved in any eye contact, ignore anything thats happening around you, and just keep walking till its over. Its hard when you see the news with that face on it though. Evenso, I just keep walking and hope that it will be over soon.
Ha ha! I just read the www.fuckthesouth.com post! That pretty much everything ive been wanting to get out and organize into an angry hate post for a while now. Good find!
Hey Branci, Id like to bullshit with you while you are back up here. But i dont know you number, but i think you have mine, so give me a call and leave a message. Thanks.
Merry Christmas Brian! It's good to hear you're well.