# posted by ron @ 10/11/2004 08:55:00 PM
do you guys really think any bit of this site has been red flaged? office environments do monitor internet use yes, they did at the DEP. and i'm sure they will most of the places that we will work at. cant fuck around. i'd like to overlook the child thing, but that just isnt funny and it will get you on a watch list.
matt, you think your firing might have something to do with running the monkey at work often? i mean if they did read it they might be a little pissed only furthuring the gap between you and the owners. just a thought.
tim, so were you axed because of the monkey? or because of performance? i'm getting mixed responses. you say they were extra strict about the drug references, then you say that you failed performance? combination of both? did they read the monkey? anyway hope you find something soon.
the more i think about how this world operates the more i realize how fucked up this place is and how pretty much every single person has their own agena/plan whatever you want to call it. i got mine, thats for sure. i mean, i'm still hanging out up here at storrs, still in school. i could have gotten a job right when i graduated, saved a ton of loan money and probably be getting a fat check right now.
-side thought
i must say that i havent been smoking with nearly the regularity that the ron of the past is known for. sometimes i want it, sometimes i have absolutely no desire for the green. it comes and goes, but i feel it coming less and less.
so some nights, like tonight, i sit here after a days work and think if i'm doing the right thing. i realize that i must be, because i'm not entirely unsatisfied with my life, choices and things of that nature. i have things that need improvement for sure.
-side thought
ever have one of those nights when you get a buzz or smoke, go to the bathroom and ask yourself in the mirror, "what the fuck are you doing?" ha ha ha ha. come on be honest.
i'm a bit distracted tonight, its late and i havent eaten yet. and with that i'll leave you with this:
life is full of choices fellows, and the ones you make today have a direct outcome on tomorrows events. nothing is without its effect.
My lack of clients got me terminated, the website just made them nervous, with all the shit going on in the security business they watch every new person like hawks.