The Workermonkey

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

steam building, ready to pop.... 

# posted by Supreme Monkey Overlord @ 8/11/2004 12:39:00 PM

i'm so pissed off right now but its not possible for me to show emotions without pissing off everyone around me except lucy. i'm getting shit dropped on me because the new inspector if giving me shit about heat numbers and welders stamps, TJ can' t get anything right, frank ordered the wrong materials and Joe sticks up for everyone but me becasue i've some liberal hippie idiot. so pissed. i'm ready to throw this lady out the door but Joe won't have it because she's his girl. frank is alright as long as he stays pissed at TJ too. TJ decided to make this a two day work week and is weeks behind on material lists. All i'm looking for is a little support and some sort of rational thinking. i guess thats just too much. oh well, i'll just go home and drink my self into a stupor until i forget. sounds good, maybe i'll actually get my laundry done and do some grocery shopping. last night i managed to get the dishes done so i guess thats a step in the right direction.

writing seems to be calming me down a little since its taking my mind off the subject at hand. The inspector is still sitting across the room from me and is managing to drag this out from an easy halfday to a pain in the ass full day.

I took the 26th and 27th off to go up to VT. If anyone wants to join me you're all welcome to come. i'll be taking down the camp and any help is appreaciated. A little time off is much needed in my case. over the last year i've only had the two weeks between graduation and the start of this job for time off. seeing as how i don't get vaction days for the first year of working here, those two days will be the only real vaction i've had in 11 months. FUCK i need a break from this shit.

I was reading the notebook i have in my car yesterday that i used to write in. Its mostly writing while i lived in boston and was traveling from MA to VT to CT on a weekly basis. It was mostly stoned scribbles but it made a lot of sense. one of hte entry's was from before and after i went to Cancun and it was amazing how much better a mood i seemed to be in. I was full of piss, vinegar and optimisim and everything seemed to be looking up. I guess things are still looking up but at a slower pace.

ok Work becons again. mood better then when i starting writing this.

2 comments

matt, demand a raise! they put alot of weight on you. make it worth it. $$$$$

By  ron, at Wednesday, August 11, 2004 5:30:00 PM  

trust, i'm working that.

By  Supreme Monkey Overlord, at Thursday, August 12, 2004 12:27:00 AM  

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