# posted by ron @ 3/25/2004 10:14:00 PM
i'll agree 100% with brian. some of the best times i've had involved a tight crew and alot of beer. matt, kolpak, the fort? you kept the warning notice right? it seems to me like alot of the time i'm finding out more and more what i dont want. maybe its time i said fuck everything and just did what i wanted to. this doesnt involve school in anyway. i actually like school its fun in a sick way. it involves events like tonight. (rant begin) i went over kelly's to watch the uconn game, and i was annoyed because she was trying to talk to me about something else. all i wanted to do was watch the game with her and hang out, nothing more. i certianly didnt want/need any drama. i have homework due tomorrow and i shouldnt have gone in the first place. now i'm sitting here at 10:20 pissed off as fuck becuase i would have been happier listening to the game on the radio and getting some much needed work done. FUCK FUCK FUCK. here is what should have happened. Sorry, i cant hang out and watch the game. instead i end up stretching myself waaay to thin as usual and it fucks me. it fucks me hard becuase this goddamn homework is going to seriously take all fucking night. and to top it all off, brian called and wanted to hang out, probably smoke a doob and play foosbal. which would have actually been worth putting off some work for.
when i own a house, it will have a room filled with worthless shit i buy at tag sales so when i get in moods like this i can go into it and fucking destroy everything in sight. that would be great! so great, just thinking about it is making me feel better.