# posted by ron @ 3/08/2004 07:22:00 PM
so as i explained earlier today i had a test. i had been looking over the stuff for a few days and i studied all today before the test. i understood how to do the homework also. i get into the test and its 4 problems. i cant finish any of them. fuck, its like panic comes over the mind and you just know you are in a bad spot and there isnt anything you can do. i mean this class is out of my concentration and i havent really touched the subject since sophomore year, but fucking A! i couldnt finish any of the problems. now i'm sure the rest of the class has a better grip on this than i do so i'm completely screwed on this one. i could fill up this whole blog page with the word FUCK and it wouldnt even come close to describing my frustration. eh, i guess i should look at it differently, if grad school fails i could just get a job. i already have a degree. maybe thats my subconscious attitude, whatever i'm fried.