# posted by josh @ 2/12/2004 07:45:00 PM
so nothing about today went well or as planned. nothin big or tragic, just lots of little things you know. actually my friend angela's grandmother had surgery today and that went real well. maybe i should be happy about that. ok, 1 thing went right. my computer freezes on a regular basis, i havent gotten enough sleep this week, i have too much work for my last semester, and i'm goin to north carolina this weekend to look at unc law. oh and i feel a headache coming on...sweet
and i'm convinced girls are irrational. in fact there's little evidence, if any, to prove otherwise. it doesnt have anything to do w/ erica though, that's fine. but we're goin to nc this weekend, so i figure i'm a nice guy, and i wont get to buy her flowers for vday when we're down there, so while she's at class today i'll get her some and put them in her room. well, her grandlittle in her sorority tells her she's gettin flowers delivered for herself (or someone she's gonna give them to) at erica's house. they are not roommates. i ask you, why would she not get them delivered to either her house or her recipients house? why a 3rd, random ass house? the reason i even care is cuz then erica came home, saw the flowers and assumed they were the other girls. she was of course happy when she learned they were actually from me, but that first initial shock/surprise was totally killed. fuck. i go out of my way and try to do somethign nice and i get fucked. this seems to happen a lot. evidence of a benevolent god (or any god at all)? i think not. but i dont wanna go off on god and religion now. dont have time, it's time to make some dinner. i'm starving. yeah later. have good weekends everyone, catch you all sun or mon!