The Workermonkey

Friday, February 13, 2004

Need to rant a little 

# posted by Brancibeer @ 2/13/2004 12:06:00 PM

Im stuck in the computer lab for the majority of today. Im running analysis' on all this population genetics crap. Im using programs that my professor created and essentially only he understands. He gives us these projects, and the entire class really has no idea what all these numbers and variables mean. It feels like Im holding a sharp knife in a pitch black room while stabbing randomly, hopeing that maybe ill hit an artery. Worse of all each anaylsis takes like 15-30 minutes. So im just sitting here and waiting for it to finish. And when it finishes, i have no f-ing idea what it means or how to use it. This is not what i call learning.

This is a very stressfull semester for me. #1) The classes. #2) Finding jobs/ career #3) Relationships. Its difficult to find time for everything. I find myself turning things down because i just dont want to add to my things to do. I wanted to present at this conference (Northeast Evolutionary and Ecology Conference), but i decided against it cause i just didnt have the time to put into it. I only see my girlfriend like once a week and that is getting to both of us. And when we do see eachother we are all stressed about school and what the fuck is going to happen to us once school is over. Drama, i hate it. Why must woman be so dramatic!!! Why? This is the way it is. Thats all there is to it. Why look into things and stir up all these emotions. Its like they want something to be wrong. I really cant stand it. Christina was such a no-nonsense no drama girl i think she spoiled me.

I dont see my friends or family enough . I havent played a good game of setback in over 2 months. I havent even been to a party in well over 3 months. I need to change the oil in my car. This is a very negative day....

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